going through the motions.

Well....I'm sitting here at frothy monkey with a good friend of mine. I have the day off, which is always nice! I really wish I could start off everyday like this. Wake up at 9am. Shower. Hit up frothy monkey. Then do whatever my little heart desires. Sometimes I fear the need to make money and pay bills crushes our desires.

Lately I've found myself in the mundane of going through the motions of my daily life. Wake up 6am. Shower. Drive 30 mintues. Take care of Ava Grace. Get off work at 6pm. Meet up with my friends. Go to bed. Start the whole thing over again.

In August my life will look a little different. I will live in a different place. Probably have a different job. There are a few options out there, and I'm just praying through them all. One of them...basically is my dream...and it's becoming more of a reality, but it'll be a HUGE leap of faith on my part. So, I'm really just praying through that.

I just felt the need to catch you (whoever still reads this) up on my life.

I hope all is well on your side...

and PS- UPDATE YOUR BLOGS!!!!!!!!!!!

could it be????

does anyone else think this looks like biscuet????

Attack.

So lately the Lord's been doing some really cool things through my life, which is actually His life, so I guess He's just doing cool things in general. He's been opening up doors for me left and right and presenting opportunities for me to do the things I really LOVE to do and am really PASSIONATE about and am REALLY EXCITED about!

But, when the Lord's at work the enemy is threatened...and he's been on the attack lately.

I've been getting my feelings hurt so much lately, over stupid stuff, you know? I hate it when this happens. I find my self in tears over things that are so trivial. For instance...when I was 7 I was playing "marco polo" in the swimming pool. I was "marco" and had my eyes closed in the swimming pool. I went aimlessly looking to tag someone when "BAM!" I ran into the side of the pool and knocked my front tooth out. I now have a bond on my front tooth. I know you're thinking, "why are you telling us this, lele?" Well, because today I bit down real hard and knocked part of my front tooth off. I immediately ran to a mirror saw myself and started crying!!! I looked ridiculous!! I called my mom, no answer! I called my dad, he answered! I was crying telling him of this awful circumstance that had just come about and what did he do but start laughing at me and told me to take a picture and email it to him! AHH!! Not to worry, after that he told me to go to the yellow pages find a dentist and he'd pay to have it fixed. I knew I wouldn't live the rest of my life with a stupid broken tooth, but really, was there a need for tears?? I think not.

All this to say...I need your prayers, dear friends! And I know you probably, well definitely, need mine as well. Even though most of us are far apart from one another, we are still a family! And know that I love you all and am prayful for each of you as the Spirit leads.